i never seem to be doing things right these days.
i guess i let myself down.

i'm really sorry nighthawk.
i let you all down. HUGELY :{
but i know we can do it <3
because we got power!
and i hope it heals my throat!
and makes the whatever is stuck in my throat/gullet/windpipe go away.
lol, the loong argument. hahas.

anyway, i'm proud dat at least u got cheer.
cos i did.
despite my throat problems.
and yes, what mr shasi said was true cos i heard from lin lin too.
huhuus.
yeshh, i didnt cheer till i realised i have to.
but my voice is soft lah. :(

anyway, foofy talked about the south korean guy i saw on news today. well, this morning just as i left the house.
weird right? a massacre.
i cant bring myself to kill my classmates or kill anybody in this school.
and as mr foo was talking about discipline and lack of morals of the lower sec, i went...
this is so battle royale 1!

why?
firstly, battle royale is an act for students to kill their classmates on a deserted island, whether you like it or not, you have to kill. becos, if by the end of 3 days and there is more than one survivor, BOMB! u die! and... yeah, that's scary.
secondly,
battle royale started becos of the bad attitude, morals and behaviour of the younger generation and has thus lost the respect of many. thus it started, to teach them a lesson.


imagine if we had that. won't it be scary?
battle royale!
but i fantasize about that day it happens.
cool.


spent english with lin lin and esmond again! so cool and funny cos esmond and wei sheng were like arguing. and fighting. and it looked like hui min and chi hoon's quarrels.
but too bad lah, esmond dont read this.


oh and oral wasnt exactly that bad either. :]
well... hakim, wei guang, izzati and i were together and we got to the class with ms lee, mr cheng, mr sim and ms ratna.
hakim-ms lee
wei guang-mr sim
izzati-mr cheng (i wanted mr cheng)
me-ms ratna

i had fun lah, although i think i screwed it up. but as usual i smiled and talked and just had fun. take it as ms ratna is a friend.
however, that accent did come out again!!
i am not sure if you noticed...

well, we finished some of the _______ today and...



i saw him and his girl again today.

now i really need a boyfriend to send me home. :(
cos i dont want to feel hurt each time i see him.

but yeah, this is for dearest mushroom.
i was so scared today when i saw your face. what's wrong with you now? i havent talked to you in days and weeks and months but you certainly made me feel like crying when i saw your face. i know you are unhappy, but please cheer up boy. dont be sad or angry, i want to be here for you. i'm still your friend and yes, i want you to smile. if possible i want to wipe that sadness off your face and plant a huge smile there. even if it means i have to cry, cos i still care about you boy...
dont' scare me like that.


haa...

and finally its over.
i can now concentrate on his birthday next month, so please dont disturb my card-making plans!